[c172guy]

It''s an old story. When I was young handsome and lusting for life I didn''t have time for god. Now looking at the grave I want God to save me.
Even our born again leader snorted cocain until he found god. My mom''s pastor a truely devout man had a horrible death from cancer. God apparently doesn''t consider suffering here on earth a problem.
The last thing my 16 year old nephew did in his life was repeat the lord''s prayer before he died of cancer.
I''m in a quandry!!!! If you judge a tree by the fruit it bears...god is a barren tree or worse. just look at the palestinian praying daily. Then you are told by Christ himself that for those who believe no proof is needed for those who won''t beleve no proof is enough. Since we are all supposed to be worshipping the same god. Who should I believe?? The Jews, christians or Muslims. The answer is obvious if you are a jew ,a christian or a muslim. But what do you do if you just want to believe in a loving god??? Actually I wish I''d been raised an aetheist so that I wouldn''t worry about such things. A Chinese friend is amused by us god believers. It would be truely hilarious if the jews christians and muslims killed each other to be replaced by non believers!!!!
Actually i''d rather talk about sailing!!!!!