SR, I know the feeling. Not with Abracadabra, thank God, but with our new-to-us little stink-boat. It's a long, sad tale. Part poor judgment on her captain's part and part just bad dumb luck. So, for what it's worth, you're not alone. I, too, remain optimistic that some day (soon, I hope - please let it be soon) the clouds will part and all will be well with her.
Good luck and fair winds.