Well Alex, your just as whinny as CD!

Kidding!
I've been as involved as your are here in other internet forums and I've reached the same point your at more than once. I don't know why, but it always seems to happen. Human nature or something.
Take a break, enjoy yourself, Sailnet will be here when you come back. I for one greatly enjoy your input here (in my very limited time here) and wish you all the best.