So after a while I wanted to thank you all that helped me realize my dream...
Here is the story....for those that don't know me...
I moved in from mainland Europe, at age of 50, with a dream in my mind and $50.00 in my pocket...(roughly 100 euros now)...to Portugal, where they have sea, beaches and wind...
I had never sailed before after moving from Central Europe to Portugal, in fact I had never seen the sea before..and knew nothing about sailing..in fact I had never seen a sailboat before, except in magazines and in a TV commercial about battery starters and solar panels...
So one day, I stop at an internet caffe...I come to sailnet, posted a really stupid question like what boat to buy with $45 US dolars, that was blue water and capable of liveaboard and go to Somalia and back with an electric motor.....my dream was to come thru in 15 years....the time frame for dream fullfillment was 15 years, a short time to plan, off course...
I then got lot of good answers on what boat to buy...I was recommended a Valiant built in 1325, with roller furler, mast winches, closed cockpit (no sugar scoops), and 10 anchors, all on chain...ahh the hull is 45 inches thick...a good thing....and off course, complete wiuth canoe stern and the all practical sailing quality improving wood decoration both inside and outside...bow sprit in wood optional...off course a full enclosed pilot house too...once I get hit by a storm, instead of sailing I can close myself inside and float around during the storm..the COCOON theory...
So...with no expereince what so ever, I bought a few books, all recommended too, who needs sailing school, and set sail, all while reading the Engine 101 and sailing dictionaries, written by the "great" names of the sailing industry...
Thank you all...
edita later...here is my boat...the now named S/Y Sailnet