One of my shipmates in the 50-foot ketch Snow Lion was a new friend, Bennett Fisher, a banker from Greenwich. In the early going of the Around the Island Race, we enjoyed one of the most intimate relationships that can be had in a racing sailboat, he trimming the main sheet and I steering, and—like a catcher and a pitcher—working together moment-to-moment to bring about the best possible performance. The intimacy continued ashore. In the small apartment that we shared, my wife, Leah, and I formed a close bond with Ben and his wife, Susan, and another delightful couple, Terry and Peggy Thatcher. I have heard of a rule of thumb that when people reach their 50s they cease forging close friendships. We broke that rule at Cowes, and we returned from England looking forward to many years of pleasure with these new friends.
Three weeks to the day after the Around Island Race, on one of those perfect New York September days, Ben Fisher—my thoughtful, funny, utterly reliable new friend—was working in an upper floor of the World Trade Center's South Tower when the North Tower was hit by suicide terrorists in a jetliner. He got out of his office on the 97th floor before it was destroyed by the second plane, and was last seen helping others escape the horror in a stairwell on the 44th floor, and there he disappeared.
During these miserable days, as I look for a shield to protect me from the despair’s falling debris, I find my heart and mind racing through the whole realm of emotions. There is the weeping helplessness that sweeps through every few hours. And there is a ferocious wish that my country, working with the same chilly efficiency with which the terrorists converted the mission of those planes, will transform itself from a peaceful democracy into a militaristic state that will inflict a bloody vengeance upon the people behind the horror. In these swings of mood, I have found it worthwhile to test them against my core beliefs and ideals. Many are religious, some are patriotic. Among them also are ideals that, while they have not built nations or cathedrals, have produced admirable institutions and events that have brought pleasure and meaning to the lives of many over tens of decades. If we are to act with integrity as civilized people and as Americans, we should remember and honor those ideals as guides as we pursue the justice we all want.
While sports are not the most important of those institutions, they are not the least, either. In our athletic pastimes we develop character, make friends, set and achieve goals, endure the pain of loss, and wrestle with the painful arrogance that sometimes conquers our better instincts when we win.
These simply expressed ideals of inclusiveness, tolerance, challenge, and fair play still are wonderfully powerful, and yet it has been fashionable recently to scorn them. In competitive sailing and other sports, cynics and ironists sneer at them as the fantasies of idle Victorian visionaries out of touch with a dog-eat-dog world of commercial self-interest. To some people today, these ideals may seem even more irrelevant. But I would argue that in the shadow of the clouds over Ground Zero, we dare ignoring these ideals at great risk, for, on and off the playing field and sailboat racecourse, they lie at the heart of the civilization that the fanatics are so intent on destroying and that we are so intent on maintaining.
If we are to pull ourselves out of the horror and take effective action that does not destroy who we are, we must not do as our enemies do. Their path is the race to hatred, alienation, and eventually mad self-destruction. Our path must be the careful walk through hope, renewal, reason, and justice—all of which are founded in what we already know and do with our own lives to make ourselves, our country, and our civilization what they are.
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